first off, let me say... if you read this, comment.. my last three blogs have gotten no comments, which is somewhat disheartening.
Today was not a good day... I'm up at three in the morning crying my eyes out because i feel like i unintentionally hurt a good friend.
there was no highpoint in my day... just bad points... each bad point slightly out badding the previous... now it's three in the morning and i'm still crying.. only not physically... i've run out of tears...
i never thought there was any validity to that statement until now.
christian schools suck... they push people towards romantic relationship that shouldn't exist... and in the past week I've experienced too many examples of the truth behind that statement.
I'm not too short
It's NOT you, it's me
I'm not in the wrong here....
i just need comfort... physical hugs..
About Me
- Hobo Otter
- I'm a junkie. A warm-blooded, well-dressed, bad-breathed-at-times, messy-facial-haired junkie of all things culture and couture. I'm somewhat of a crybaby, but I hate soap operas. I love scary movies, but sleep with the light on afterwards. I can be boring, loud and obnoxious and later that day quiet, kind and romantic. I'm always late, but never absent. I always feel like people are invading my life... I constantly feel like a puddle in the middle of street, tires invading my borders, always on their way to a better destination
i would physical hug you if possible.
ReplyDeletei have some friends who got married super young and are doing really well and wouldn't change a thing. i honestly think they are right for each other and have a firm foundation for a great marriage. BUT that is a huge exception to the rule. i've only been out of nnu for a year but in that small amount of time the ridiculousness of getting into serious relationships and starting families when you're still a baby has become very clear. i turn 23 this week and i feel crazy young. i want marriage and a family, for sure. but right now i'm just so young and have so much to learn. i'm so thankful i haven't met 'him' yet.
brandon, it should creep you. it should bother you. there is so much pressure to get married by the end of graduation because the thought of leaving nnu and entering the real world without something to hang onto is terrifying. but if Jesus really is enough, we don't have to cling to wrong relationships to be ok. i could type forever.
I'm glad my life is teaching you lessons... that makes two of us.
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