"what happened last night" "last night you had friends"

Two people once comforted me as I sat in a car, crying my eyes out, wondering why I was on the face of the planet. I don't know what happened since then, but I wish my relationship with those two people had never changed. Maybe it hasn't, maybe they're busy, but they both seem distant today... I guess I'm jumping to conclusions based off of a very short very stressful amount of time.

If they haven't changed, I hope they never do.

these are the things that make me the happiest:

"that really crushed you... and pissed me off. That was why the tears started coming...

You said "Fuck" a lot, and it made me happy. You called L____ _____ a fucker, and that made me really happy. [:


And you said that because ______ is not dating me, that makes him an asshole who doesn't know what he wants...

But every drunk comment has a pretty good root of truth, so I felt ridiculously loved."

"I am so sorry, Brandon. I cannot imagine how hard this is for you. But know that you are not alone - you have friends, and me.

What a messed up, muddled up, shitty world. I'm sorry we have to live in it. But there are good times too. Don't forget.

Don't worry about it. Of course I'm going to be there for you."

"you can sort through this as you wish. But I'm always here for you, no matter what.
xoxoxox"

I have some of the best friends in the world.

why the fuck do I need anyone else.

also... is a blog just a big diary for everyone to read? WTF mate (f'ing kangaroos)

Highpoint: new clothes! i got a sweet new shirty/ light jacket (it can double as either) and a sweet pirate ship printed shirt... clothes make my day everytime
lowpoint: three finals in one day... brutal
accomplishment: impromptu presentation as a rhetoric final, i forgot to prepare, and still pulled out an A
irriatation: not knowing what goes too far.... don't want to end the friendship, but we apparently need boundaries.
notable happenings: I spent time with one of my best friends boyfriend, and it was nice to get to know him to the point where it is just understood that i'm not trying to creep on his girl.
funny story: my rhetoric speech included me talking about leading a revolution in morocco, becoming president of morocco, winning a nobel prize for literature, and being assassinated by a group of religious extremists. best presentation of the day, especially since I only referred to myself in the third person, and as haskins, and was the first humorous presentation of the day.