I never thought it would end up like this.

one year and one week left...

I know it's a day late, but here's yesterday's entry:

so today a certain person told me "hey look! I dressed like you!" I look over and he is wearing a nice pair of jeans, button up shirt, fat 70's tie and gray vest. He looked nice, but I couldn't tell if he was making fun of me or not... so I looked at him and just said.. I would have rolled up the sleeves. He says "oh they were rolled up earlier, but it was cold so I rolled them down." and I said, If I were cold I would put on an overcoat. and then walked away.... I'm not sure how this was perceived, but it made me feel better.

Highpoint of the Day: watching slumdog millionaire with jess.
lowpoint of the day: getting a 2 bloody noses in the morning, and missing 2 classes and chapel because of it.
accomplishment of the day: a bomb presentation in media systems!
irritation of the day: senate.... senators are stupid
no funny story
notable happenings: I got an internship! back home, doing counseling at the school and then working with Sitka Fine Arts Camp! I'm super excited... now I just need to find a job.

interesting day...

apparently when I do something, I do it balls to the wall...

Highpoint of the day... the days started blending together... very little sleep this week.
Lowpoint of the day... Brittney canceled on coffee I hate it when people cancel on me.
Accomplishment of the day... kinda continues the something I did yesterday. I feel like I now have this sort of inner circle... the people closest to me... I'm loving it.
Irritation of the day... Stressed out people keep taking it out on me... next person is going to get snapped back at. bring it fools.
notable happenings... first class council meeting... Jake was pretty condescending to me... I invite him to bring it... because when i start speaking my mind, it's not a good thing.
Funny story of the day... The best laugh came from a talk I had with brittney... she told me about a friend getting hit on

Whoa... no sleep, yet best day ever...

In the past two hours I have had two of the best conversations of my life. One was awkward, one was fun... and both appropriately took place in the rain. How Hillary Duff of me...

So to Categorize my day:
Accomplishment of the day: honesty. plain and simple never felt better and I've never laughed harder
Irritation of the day: Being told that I'm too short.... I might be too short, but you're an inconsiderate a-hole. All the while, I'm glad we'll still be friends, cause I'm an A-hole too.
Highpoint of the Day: Walking in silence... knowing it's okay
Lowpoint of the day:realizing that the Virgin Mary didn't have free will....
Notable happenings: I stayed up all night, and still made it to every single one of my classes.
Funny thing: Joelle is not friends with sprinklers.

So remember that update

well here it is!!! yipee!!!
Today was a pretty good day overall... got some things done, and now I only have... oh yeah that's right, a buttload more stuff to do. So... here's my game plan.
these are the things I need to do:
Draft a constitution for the drama club on behalf of Dr. Allen (due by next wendsday's senate)
Write my Media Lit Final Paper (by Monday)
Write my Rhetoric Final paper (due next Friday)
Write three chapter responses for Rhetoric (due at different times depending on chapters I do)
Write my non-verbal Final paper (due during the final on may 7th)

So I will spend today and tomorrow working on my media paper and whatever doesn't get done will be worked on Sunday.
Saturday I'm going to craters of the moon national park, and will take my rhetoric book with me and read the three shortest chapters that we haven't gone over, and figure out how to milk 4-7 pages out of each of them, and write those saturday and sunday
I will spend all of next week on my rhetoric final paper
and finals week will be dedicated to my non-verbal paper in between studying for exams.

and somewhere in all of this i will draft that constitution..... somewhere.....

I feel like I have so much to do... The list is a lot smaller than it used to be, but that is still almost 40 pages minimum that I have to write. When the list first started there were 12 things on the list, with over 60 pages to write. I can't do this to myself next year.

anyhoo... here we go...
Highpoint of the day: Finding out that I got a position on the crusader for next year. I'm really excited about that. I need to come up with story ideas and such!
Lowpoint of the day: thinking, wow I really got a lot done with cleaning of my room, then realizing that I really just shoved everything in boxes.
Accomplishment of the day: I got my philosophy paper done... 9 pages on how nonverbal communication proves that the soul does not exist.... It was really fun to argue, plus it's all nonverbally
irritation of the day: pictures that i put on my wall keep falling down today.

and introducing two new catagories:
notable happening(s): I got my recycling club t-shirt today, which I am in love with.
Funny thing: today in nonverbal we were playing truth or lie, and for my statement I chose, "I was not wearing underwear during class on Tuesday". this was a truth, because it was laundry day monday and I'd left my load of socks and underwear in the washing maching and forgot to switch them over... so anyways, we decide to play a second round and i choose to say "I am not wearing underwear today" when it comes around to me during the time to reveal I say "truth", and it continues around the circle.... then the presenters for class that day start giving their presentation and I realize, I meant to say LIE!! so now my entire nonverbal class thinks i never wear underwear.

so, the weekend

despite sneezing and hating the fact that i can't stop, the weekend was really really good. oh and I got a text that pretty much made my life... Joelle texted me and said she missed me. Best thing to say ever.
Peer mentor car wash... that was fun
lots of sun
hanging with bobango

just a good weekend.

Tonight will be an update... hopefully

Okay God, You win...

almost immediatley after posting the last post, I realized how wearing a sweater really was the highlight of my day.... no matter what happened, I kept thinking, "but hey, at least I'm in a sweater"

Silly God... Silly silly God

Shit better improve soon....

I guess I'm full of pity party-ness lately... Like is my fashion though, I try not to show it...






I'm so in fashion




that was a joke

that is all for the night. No highpoint, no lowpoint, no accomplishment, no irritation.... just a day... another terrible terrible day

but i did wear a sweater, which was nice. I'm becoming a fan of the sweater..... the sweater vest has yet to make a lasting impression however.

headed to bed...

I'm heading to bed in hopes that it will help this bad day end sooner...

highpoint of the day:
Making some really good points in nonverbal class, thus reaffirming that nonverbal communication is my calling
Lowpoint of the day:
my mom had a diabetic seizure while i was on the phone with her, which was hard because i couldn't do anything to help.... I had to call my dad to get him to go find her...
Accomplishment of the day:
I got a ton of homework done, and with the exception of one paper, I'm entirely caught up
Irritation of the day:
In a meeting today, I learned that people in student development think that I have a drinking problem, and that this drinking problem is so great that I shouldn't hold a leadership position...

goodnight moon.... goodnight day... goodnight cold...

tomorrow will be a better day... it has to be

Worst life ever...

This might be the most emo thing to say, but everyone is letting me down recently. Friends, family, God, myself... just keep dropping the ball. This year just needs to end now.

Next year might not be better.

Are allowed to make mid-April resolutions?
-I'll give myself to those friends that need me, but not the ones that take me for granted
-I'll focus
-I'll go on walks... with people I care about... and know about their lives!
-I won't spend time looking in the mirror, wondering if some stupid girl will find me attractive if I wear my hair a dorky way... I'll just wear my hair the dorky way.
-I'll eat more fruit
-I'll be more independent

I feel pathetic... luckily only two of you read this....

short and sweet

highpoint:
beating Grant in four games of pool
lowpoint:
not doing anything the rest of the day
accomplishment:
getting a little bit of cleaning done
irritation:
four of my closest friends chose to sleep in the sun over going to wal-mart with me, so I had to go alone, and I hat doing things by myself....

sooo back into this after too long away

Highpoint:
Campus clean up with good friends.... climbing the grate on elijah drain to fish out garbage and feeling like a monkey

Accomplishment of the day:
Figuring out who I will be living with next year. Drew, and potentially chris davis and kyle blazer....

lowpoint of the day:
realizing that i once again slept in until noon, and haven't gotten any homework done this weekend

irritation of the day:
having a night where we didn't do anything.... come on people... lets go!