I'm sorry...

I'm sorry I'm an inadequate person...
I'm sorry I can't be everything you want me to be...
I'm sorry I hung up on you...
I'm sorry there are things that I can't tell you...
I'm sorry that boys are confusing to you...
I'm sorry this isn't how you wanted me to turn out..

but...

You expect what can't happen
I try really hard
You can't say things like that to me
you've made it to where I'm scared of you
you fall for boys because you want to take care of them
according to everyone you respect, it's really your fault..

now if only i could say those things to the people they need to be said too...

I guess I'm just too scared of people.... i didn't think I would ever be this scared of people...

but there is one difference.... I'm not letting these things affect my relationships with these people.