I don't even know where to start....

so instead of even trying I'm going to make a playlist of songs that describe how I'm feeling.

I figure this way... I can sum up everything I've been feeling in the past week and not actually have to use any of my own words. Well... I guess I might explain them a little bit...

but remember not everything in the song is applicable to me...

1. Hey Man (now you're really living)-by the Eels: This song describes so many fun things some applicable some not, but just the idea of finally really living life as who you are... thats where I'm at... I think
2. Heartless- Kris Allen: this is the cover of Kanye's heartless that Kris allen did on american Idol... I just love this song... and if you haven't heard this version... that sound is how i feel.
3.Not Fair- Lily Allen: I would like to dedicate this song to someone in particular...
4.Top Yourself- The Raconteurs
5.Sweet Ballad- Munchausen by proxy: I'm just so sick and tired of being used by people!
6. Soak up the sun- Sheryl Crow: It's been sunny!! all week! this never happens in sitka... and I have a farmers tan!!I've been walking or riding bikes every day after work with fawn or tal, I've lost weight and feel good... it's been so nice
7.Can't get you out of my mind- Sonya Kitchell: title says it all
8. Train- sonya Kitchell: I just love this song!
9. Golden Train- Justin Nozuka: apparently I like trains...
10. Vegas- Sara Barrellis: Cause i almost did this...
11. Fairy tale- Sara barrelis: the first line of this song might be applicable to me... in a way..
12. I'm on a boat- lonley island boys: I've literally been on a boat a lot lately... and i sing this song every time.
13. Danger! High Voltage- Electric 6: this could be the theme song to my life
14. I kissed a drunk girl- Something corporate: self explanatory no?
15. All's well- Florez: I just am in this kind of mood..
16. Just dance- Lady gaga: I'm going to go dancing tonight... dance party under the bridge!!
17. 10 your glasses- Maria Mena: This explains every relationship I've ever been in or thought about being in
18. You're the only one- Maria Mena: I might be this person...
19. 5 years time- Noah and the Whale: Again this song=my mood

i think that's a pretty good mix...